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22 June 2007 @ 05:09 pm
A big ranty filled post.....  
I saw the group dear_you spotlighted in LJ and went to check it out. How genius to start a community for those who just need to write something and get it off their chest. I'm considering starting a community like that, but I'm curious to who would join and actively post. I'd hate to start it and it go bust, ya know? So, of the few friends I have on here, if I start something like that, would you join and post? Check out the dear_you group to see what it's about.

So, in that style, I decided to write a few letters myself. Just to get a few things off my chest.

Here is the first one.

Dear G,
Why in the hell am I still lusting over you two years later?? What have you done to me? This is utterly insane! I create stuff dedicated to you, I write stuff based on your characters and still I see no end in sight. You have succeeded in taking a 37 year old woman and reducing her to the mentality of a 12 year old. God help me, I'm obsessed and addicted. You're turning into an OCD and I love every second of it.
Why do you have to be so freakin beautiful??? Don't get me wrong. I'm NOT a tart, nor will I ever be. I know the real you. Never will I declare you a saint. But I can still admire your strength, cheer you on, or cringe when you open your silly mouth and say the wrong thing. You're funny, adorable, infuriating, talented and drop dead gorgeous.
May my admiration never end,

Dear D,
Tomorrow's our anniversary. I can't imagine what my life would have been for 17 years without you. I hear you sometimes telling your friends about my graphics or my writing and bragging how talented I am. It makes me feel so good when you do that. I feel like that you are proud of me. We are so close, we're like friends as well as husband and wife. I know there are things that you do that upset me, that bother me, but I'm happy you're now listening when I tell you when something gets to me. It isn't always a joke. You're trying and I can't fault you. Compared to some people out there, I know how lucky I am to have you and be as happy as I am. And so, I thank you with all the love in my heart.

I'd thank you also for the 3 beautiful kids, but as you can hear, they're screaming and getting on my nerves, so.....

...oh, what the hell....thanks for the kids. They're good, most days. ;)

I love you,


Dear You,
While you're taking an hour pointing out my flaws, may I remind you that you aren't perfect either? Perhaps your time could be better spent looking at yourself and what you do rather than reminding me over and over how my house isn't pristine, or analyzing each ounce of food I put in my mouth.
Hey, i'm FAT, get over it.
I have 3 boys, one teenager and two dangerously close to teendom. They eat us out of house and home and they make a huge mess. So does D, duh. But my house is NOT filthy, or disgusting. *sigh*
Why should I continue to say these things, over and over. I tell you and tell you.
I love you and I know you love me, but you have to get over this control thing. I am AN ADULT now.
Love, Me


(not so) Dear R & C,
Its been a long time coming, but basicially I hope you both fall off the face of the earth. You stole from my parents and treated them like crap, then left their home in shambles, forcing them to sell it to make their money back. Oh, yeah, that was MY house they had to sell. The one MY grandmother left for me to have. You didn't know that and I doubt you would have cared if you did. You're pure trash, living hand to mouth with no careers other than going from job to job to scam, bilking what little cash you can out of people. You took from your 92 year old grandmother for Christ's sake! Who does that??? You are both total scum and you've raised your childen to be as bad as you. Such a shame that C had potential but you ruined that too. Your grandmother loved you still until their last breath, but you couldn't find it in your heart to make amends before she died? You reap what you sow....I hope you get it back triple when you're in your 90's you pieces of shit. Wait...evil shouldn't live that long.
No love loss, idiots,


Dear R, my sis...
They come home tonight! Uh, but we aren't supposed to know it yet, are we? *giggles* I'm happy we lasted as long as we did.....
Your sis, L

Where I'm at: home
How I'm feeling: restlessrestless
What I'm listening to:: new Poison CD
Heike: Baby LOLabyssinia on June 23rd, 2007 07:16 am (UTC)
I like the first letter and wonder who G. is. ROFL.
Crazy Cheeky Girly Geek: saharawtfgreeneyedmissy on June 23rd, 2007 01:56 pm (UTC)
*teehee* Yeah, I don't think I disguised that too well, huh? LOL! That's okay, somehow I don't think he'll be reading it anyway. ;)
winterlillies: bookswinterlillies on June 25th, 2007 04:27 pm (UTC)
As of late G does reduce me to a 12 year old girl instead of the 27 year old that I am. LOL!

I would join a dear_you community-perhaps a dear Gerard one?
Crazy Cheeky Girly Geek: sweatylovegreeneyedmissy on June 25th, 2007 04:30 pm (UTC)
God, he sure knows how to do that, doesn't he?

A dear Gerard one huh? I hadn't thought about it, but hey, I do like the idea. Perhaps one for him and his characters as well? ;)
winterlillies: bookswinterlillies on June 25th, 2007 04:47 pm (UTC)
Huh, maybe two communities to coincide with one another. One just for him and one for his characters? But I’m not sure if that might be too much work or cause confusion. Let me know if you would like to go that route and I’d be happy to help you with it.
Crazy Cheeky Girly Geekgreeneyedmissy on June 25th, 2007 06:26 pm (UTC)
Thanks for the offer! I'm gonna mull it over and see which route I'd like to take with it. A couple of friends recommended allowing for other actors as well as Gerry, that way it would be open to more people. I haven't decided yet. I do like for it to be open to just Gerry and his characters right now. A lot to think about, but I'll decide in the next couple of days what I want to do. ;)
winterlillieswinterlillies on June 26th, 2007 01:18 am (UTC)
I think a general one for actors/artists would be open to more people and would work. I suppose there could one just for Gerry and his characters combined into one instead of broken down into two. Which would be fun to read.
Crazy Cheeky Girly Geekgreeneyedmissy on June 26th, 2007 01:45 am (UTC)
Yeah, its a tough decision to make. I have lots of friends who have other actor loves besides Gerry. I do also, really. I just have to sit down and decide what I want it to be. Restricting it would keep people away, but opening it might make it something I don't want it to turn into, ya know?
sirena_of_csirena_of_c on June 26th, 2007 12:16 am (UTC)
hey there its nothing wrong with being a gerry tart lol gerry tart not "a tart" lol do judge all for the actions a of just a few *sniffle*
yes how does he do it lol *sighs* and how do you do it yet a new backgrond hehe
Crazy Cheeky Girly Geekgreeneyedmissy on June 26th, 2007 12:26 am (UTC)
Hey! Long time no hear!
Don't get me wrong, I have some very good friends who are tarts (yes, Gerry's) and I have no problem with those who are. I just don't consider myself one. I'm a fan of Gerry, I just don't happen to call myself that and I don't venture to the sites and stuff very often. Its the rotten apples that make any fandom or any name a group gives to themselves a bad rap. It's just so unfortunate.