June 22nd, 2007

animated - butterly

A big ranty filled post.....

I saw the group dear_you spotlighted in LJ and went to check it out. How genius to start a community for those who just need to write something and get it off their chest. I'm considering starting a community like that, but I'm curious to who would join and actively post. I'd hate to start it and it go bust, ya know? So, of the few friends I have on here, if I start something like that, would you join and post? Check out the dear_you group to see what it's about.

So, in that style, I decided to write a few letters myself. Just to get a few things off my chest.

Here is the first one.

Dear G,
Why in the hell am I still lusting over you two years later?? What have you done to me? This is utterly insane! I create stuff dedicated to you, I write stuff based on your characters and still I see no end in sight. You have succeeded in taking a 37 year old woman and reducing her to the mentality of a 12 year old. God help me, I'm obsessed and addicted. You're turning into an OCD and I love every second of it.
Why do you have to be so freakin beautiful??? Don't get me wrong. I'm NOT a tart, nor will I ever be. I know the real you. Never will I declare you a saint. But I can still admire your strength, cheer you on, or cringe when you open your silly mouth and say the wrong thing. You're funny, adorable, infuriating, talented and drop dead gorgeous.
May my admiration never end,

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